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Fri, 07 Oct 2005 19:54:41 GMT

gee i havent wrote in this forever....

but not much things with me and evan =GREAT so far he has stayed with me for about two weeks now...
we had a big blow out a few weeks ago and he had me crying so bad and realized how bad he was hurting me. so now i think he got the picture for the time being hopfully it stays this way im so much happier this way.

this weekend hopfully will be fun...my uncle and aunt are coming in town tonight. tomorrow were suppose to go to the beach if its nice, ha ya right, and then cook out for my dads b-day. then sunday this guys are going out and the girls are going out. other then that not much else this weekend.

WENDESDAY is mine and Evans one year....im excited
were going to do some then for it next weekend

and going to halloween horror nights in a couple weeks with a bunch of friends...

Jessica have you talked to Chris to see if hes still wanting to go??? i hope we still go cause its really up to evan if we do

well thats about it really

peace out
xoxo

Fri, 16 Sep 2005 00:25:15 GMT

gee its been a while sence i have up dated this thing..

not to much has been going on besides hanging out with Evan, me and brit hanging out more and doing school online...

this past week has been a bit boring plus my stomach has been hurting..

the weekend went by pretty good.. me and evan went out to eat then to the movies and spent the hole night together.
then saturday we just hung out did little things and thats about that..

Evan started his classes this week so im not going to see him as much :( but maybe its for the better so were not always at each others throats...

lets see what else caitlin came by yesterday her tummy is getting bigger every time i see her...ha and my sister cant wait to see the little ones...

today britt came by and hung out for a couple hours..which is always fun

other then that not really anything

Mikayla finally got her 2month shots and did great cried when she got them then after that was fine...

well i was just doing a little up date but im about to go give mikayla a bath and clean my room...
i have know idea what im doing this weekend hopfully some thing fun...

oh yeah me and evans mom not on good terms...she got mad at evan and said mikayla wasnt his...and didnt know i new about it..well i did so when we went to her house yesterday i didnt go inside cause what she said pissed me off and wasnt called for after she always says she doesnt have a dout in her mind that she doesnt think mikayla is his... well she got pist at me and told me to fuck off to evan and that if i got the DNA thing done i would have to worry about any one saying anything like that about mikayla...so yeah were not getting along right now...i mean honestly is that called for??? i think im in the right but what ever...i told evan to tell her not to call my phone and she doesnt have to see mikayla till we have the test done...aint my loss i see my child everyday..

ok well im for real going to go now
bye

Wed, 07 Sep 2005 01:57:22 GMT

Caito and me

Evan and me at the beach a year ago

Christy and me chillin at huganot

aww kisses

Evan and me the week i had Mikayla

Evan and me i look rough

Being silly

got a little board so i put some pictures up

Wed, 31 Aug 2005 23:48:35 GMT

Mikayla at a couple weeks old

Evan n mikayla

Ol crazy face

Kayla n me

before church

heres just some pics for now i finally figured out how to do the picture thing

lol

Wed, 31 Aug 2005 01:10:32 GMT

LIFE= ALRIGHT I SUPOSE

Today was a busy day got up about 9:00 me and Evan had to go down to the DNA place, then went to his moms work so she could show off Mikayla to everyone in the world then ate some lunch there, went back to my house for a little bit, brought Mikayla to the doctor cause shes been having some tummy problems, then finally came home. also i walked around the block it gave me some thing to do.
now sitting here with Mikayla wiggling around

Monday was a tad bit boring until Evan came over we went to publix saw two of my friends from sandalwood and came home
oh ya and Brittany.w came and saw me for a little while

thanks for coming by :)

the weekend was blah i was going to go out but couldnt find nothing to do ....but i did go to the mall with brittany and saw Nicole, summer, Micheal and josh....then hung out with brit for a while that was fun

Now im tired and maybe going to bed soon...ya right when you have a kid that really doesnt happen when i want only when shes ready...

Me and Evan = pretty good at the moment we have are days...

And to thoughs people who want to be Nosy stay the heck out of my life inless your my friend or family....cause i havent really had drama ever since i left englewood and now all of a sudden now that im not pregnant people want to start running there mouths...so shut the hell up mm kk

Brit.w i called you today ...call me when you get out of school if you get a chance

Wed, 24 Aug 2005 22:18:04 GMT

well im finally up dating from the past week...

the weekend was alright busy busy busy though...

Friday night was fun partyed for chritsys birthday got pretty drunk...it was fun though

Saturday i had my senior pictures which was fun took a couple pic's with Evan and Mikayla...cant wait to get them back though

this rest of the weekend spent time with family that was in town and then went to Evans sunday night and stayed there

Monday sat around evans house bored to death with tyler till about 4:30 then evan and me went to his moms house

Tuesday was a lazy day just chillid around the house not to much

Wednesday bout the same nothing hung out with my mom and angel and tried to get some school work done i got to do a lab in a little bit..

oh AND MY SISTER IS HAVING>>>>>>>>> ANOTHER GIRL LOL ...drayden is sad but he'll get over it
girls over ride are family

Me and Evan are doing alright i guess we have are days of course ....i love him he's just a pain in the butt

Friends at the moment doing alright could be better i miss them!

hope everyones senior year is going good i wish i could be there im sad...but im going to prom with yall so let me know when it happens

well the baby is asleep so im going to try to get some work done....i get to see my baybees in a little bit..

xoxo

Tue, 16 Aug 2005 20:52:22 GMT

CHRISTY'S 19TH BIRTHDAY PARTY IS FRIDAY YALL BETTER BE THERE ....CALL MY CELL 708-7610 OR HER CELL 803-5399 MMMK

SO YA I HAVE A BUSY WEEK THURSDAY I GOT TO GO GET MY HAIR DONE. FRIDAY I HAVE TO GO OUT TO EAT WITH EVAN AND HIS MOM, GO SHOPPING FOR THE BABY THEN GET READY FOR CHRISTYS PARTY. SATURDAY GET UP GO GET MY HAIR STYLED THEN GET READY TO GO GET MY PICTURES DONE THEN FROM THERE I HAVE KNOW IDEA I THINK HANGING OUT WITH MY COUSIN THATS COMING IN TOWN FRIDAY...

IT SUCKS THAT IM NOT IN SCHOOL THIS YEAR JUST BECAUSE IM MISSING OUT ON ALL THE SENIOR STUFF AND IM NEVER GOING TO HAVE THE CHANCE TO DO IT AGAIN...IM SAD BUT YALL STILL BETTER CALL ME AND STUFF ITS NOT LIKE I CANT DO ANY THING JUST BECAUSE I HAVE A KID NOW.

WELL I NEED TO GET SOME WORK DONE BEFORE THE LITTLE ONE AWAKES..

XOXO

Thu, 11 Aug 2005 19:32:23 GMT

well

NeXT FRIDAY THE 19TH WERE HAVING A ____PARTY_____ FOR CHRISTY ON HER BIRTHDAY....SO EVERYONE COME...IF YOU NEED TO KNOW INFO COMMENT ME BACK OR CALL ME 997-8447 CELL 708-7610 BUT MY CELL IS ACTING RETARD SO MAKE SURE YOU LEAVE A MESSAGE...

BUT SHE REALLY WANTS YALL TO COME ..PARTY HARDY

SUMMER WADE- hey girl sorry i couldnt come to your b-day dinner i really wanted to...but its kind of hard to have ppl watch mikayla and i didnt have any money... but im sure you had a great time..

*****HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY**********

SO life is going alright i guess. taking care of the little one can be stressful but it'll be fun once she gets a little older and does more. me and evan are doing good so far. we havent argued this week which is good cause normally were at each others throats about some then.

i got to take my senior pictures next weekend fun stuff im taken some with mikayla...

im online classes are going alright i hate doing it but its alittle easier this way cause i do it when i want and i can be done and gradutate by december ...whoop whoop

BELINDA- hey how do you post your pictures online? cause ihave know idea how to do it and its making me mad...

well im out for now

xoxo i love my Evan and Mikayla

Mon, 08 Aug 2005 22:15:36 GMT

mmm not much been going on here ...

this weekend was alright had some fun

Friday-went with christy to run around and do some stuff..went by her house for a while...then went to Evans me,him and mikayla just sat around and adventually went to my house.

Saturday-ran around doing stuff with Evan, did my project, and Me and Evan went to Brandi's going away party.
i saw alot of ppl i new it was weird...Dylan.k,Matt.c,Megan,Mandy,Brett,Haily so on so on...there some hott guys there too..hahaha

it was funny these guys were coming up to me hittin on me right in front of Evan not knowing he was my boyfriend i thought it was funny... just because he hasnt ever seen guys do that because i've been pregnant! so now he's going to have to watch it..but over all the night was really fun hanging out with everyone that i havent in a good while...

Sunday-came home at like 8;30 to take care of mikayla went back to sleep and later went with Evan to his house for a minute...

Today-- laid out..did some work online
later Becca,Drayden and Evan are coming over to eat and then im going to walmart

well im out for now....

xoxo

Thu, 28 Jul 2005 00:36:31 GMT

so not much has been going on...
taking care of Mikayla everyday spending time with Evan when he comes over.. not alot

Yesterday went and ran around with Caitlin and Kristen then came home..

Just been chillin around my house today the baby seems like shes a little sick :(

have know idea whats up for this weekend i dout much, im supose to be getting a new phone cause mine sucks and its breaking lol you should see the dang thing...i really want to do something this weekend though but we'll see

so yup im doing home school this year so when prom comes around i want to go to E-woods prom so someones going to have to get me a ticket okkie dok

if i bust my butt enough by December i will graduate and be considered 05 so what ever it takes i need to pass. i only need 2 1/2 credits so hey hey

Belinda- sup girl well i'll be home all next year too so you can always call me...

latta xoxo

Fri, 22 Jul 2005 18:44:25 GMT

well i got miss mikayla to sleep for a little bit.. its funny how she'll sleep through the day but when it comes to actually going to bed she dont want to sleep as long...

so happens to be Evans mom found out about Evan cheating on me. because my mom found out from cait and so there for my mom called his mom last night and told her. But it was making it look like caitlin was making up stuff so i had to tell his mom it actually was true. So i guess i'll be hearing more about it later once she talks to Evan so oh boy...

hopefully i'll get to go out this weekend cause i really need to just get out and not staying in a house all day

but im talking to lee on the computer so im going to go

xoxo

Wed, 20 Jul 2005 23:37:35 GMT

mmm sitting at home..bored bored bored

so not much has been happening on this end. taking care of Mikayla every day getting nooooooooo sleep. bringing her to her doctor appt. ans hanging out with Evan when he comes over after work. but nothing to fun im about to go loopy sitting in the house all the time.

And thanks to everyone that commented :)

well i dont got nothing to say so im out

i love my Evan and Mikayla

Fri, 15 Jul 2005 01:18:41 GMT

well im finally home... My family came and got me from the hospital yesterday and it is great to be back...

and we dissided her name was going to be Mikayla...so no its not kloi but oh well i like it...

this past week has blown by so quick its hard to believe i've already had her and we're home...

the experience was Awsome... let me tell you its a wonderful feeling to have a kid well at least the way i did cause i had No pain what so ever when she came out...but its very emotional and to have the one you love there too it makes all the stress and worry before all worth it...Shes great and im happy... and honestly Evans a happy daddy... he talks about her none stop,plays with her all day,always wants to hold her,brags about her....i love it...so now we're able to move on and work on our relationship and have a family

and to every one that came and saw me at the hospital or called thank you it ment alot to know that yall cared...

once i figure out how to ummm post these pictures i will but in the mean time if you see any pictures they'll most likly be on myspace...

Caitlin- thanks for helping me out all week and staying at the hospital in that boring room all day...and i hope things are going to work out with you and Evan but like i said its gonna take a while.. i went through the same stuff with my Evan and stressing your self isnt worth it im telling you,.. it took till i had mikayla for him to really break out of his selfish self....i know its hard and you just want to understand him but its gonna be a bit hard so hang in there...i love ya

well this little one is knocked out in a deep sleep so i needs to wake her up so later i can sleep ... so i'll be back latta

xoxo i love my new little family..im finally happy

Fri, 08 Jul 2005 15:57:11 GMT

OMG>>> im still sitting here and nothing is happening with this little one...
went to the doctor yesterday and all she said was oh your due any day..nah really ...so its a waiting game

Jessica.T- when you coming to vist?.....you want to throw some bows with me,lexie,and christy cause this bitch has done tried me for the last time calling my boyfriend knowing im pregnant and he's got a baby on the way...

it was so crazy yesterday when i was at Evans... theres this girl jennifer thats Travis sister thats like 23 cool as shit... but if you've read my last intre you'll kind of get the hint what happend with me and evan...but any way the girl he cheated on me with called ...and her name is jennifer also...well travis sister answered the phone and was like well who is this and she told me and i snatched the phone and went off on the bia...cause she has know reason what so ever to be calling him...She knows now that he has a girlfriend and a baby on the way and still had the balls to call over there...hell nah i tired of stupid little bitches...and this baby isnt going to be in me much longer so give me about a week...inless one of my girls get to her first but even then its game over for this hoe...i was trying to be nice at first with this hole thing because i was told she didnt know about me and now that she does.. she wasnt going to talk to him any more and felt bad about what happend so i let it go...But hell nah she done called ... i was like why i are you even calling and shes gonna be like cause im a friend...and then i went off on her and she just kind of laughed and hung up the phone...
she getting a nice little phone call today though cause i got her number now...

i dont understand why people have been trying me while i've been pregnant...ha stupid hoe i aint about to be...

sorry guys i had to get that out cause im about to go crazy...

anyhow if i dont have this baby this weekend i have know idea what im doing ... hanging out with Evan..cause i should be poping any time now..geeeeeee

well i want to hang out with you girls once i have the baby when yall get together so let me know...

ok well im going to go for now laters...

xoxo

Wed, 06 Jul 2005 20:26:48 GMT

gee well i havent up dated cause so much has been going on this past week thats not so cool...

but nope i still havent had the baby yet..still hanging in there..i got a doctor apt tomorrow so we'll see how things go then...
hopfully better news that something is going on

i never thought in my intire life you would of done what you did. i trusted you so much and never would of done such a thing to you. you hurt me in so many was with the stupidest thing ever. i have know idea what was going threw you head when you did that. hopfully i can get past what has happend and i can totally forgive you. But trust me its going to take a while and alot of proving from you that you'll never hurt me again the way you did. It sad to know people really do that to people. And what really hurts is that im not the only one affected by it your child is too. it kind of makes me think that you didnt think about either one of us where even thought about. If some then like this were to ever happen again you can believe me and her will be gone. Sorry but you trully hurt me and specially the time you did it. it makes me question are relationship and if its worth all the tears. i just hope that some day soon things could be normal again and we could laugh together like before. every mourning and everynight day in and day out it runs through my mind and i cry. i love you more then words can say but in shock and disgust to know what happend. have the balls to tell me what you did instead of waiting for me to find out. doesnt matter now cause i've done found out. Like i have said MANY OF TIMES I KNOW PEOPLE. so stupid move on your part.
i hope things will work out but only time can tell

And who ever asked about caitlin...Ask her about whats going on with her and not me...

dont know what im doing tonight chillin most likly waiting for this little one to disside when the heck she wants to come...

4th of July was fun! hanging out with everyone at Taylors new house and jet skiing was alot of fun

Yesterday Taylor sorry bout your car but thanks to the cop and the boys everything was fine... ha i wont ever forget about that ...now we can laugh now that your not pist...

well im out

Thu, 30 Jun 2005 21:37:28 GMT

today has been a bit busy...

went baby stoller shopping with my sister today gosh baby stuff can be a pain in the butt sometimes...but still did not get one so my sister is in the making of doing that for me...thanks

went to the doc today YAY!!!!! GOOD NEWS FINALLY.... the little one is on her way im dialated to cm,cm1/2 got a bit more to go but hey its a start

so this weekend if all goes well im still going to try my best to come but my mom might not even go off with evan cause when i start going into labor she wants me home....we'll see

getting nervous not only having her but finding the out come of whoses she is... i really dont want to lose Evan i love that boy to death i dunno it would just be really weird not to have him around or in my life like i want him to be...i pray to god all things work out....
so everyone pray for me that things turn out for the best....

CAITO- things will be alright and im here for ya...

Jessica.t- cant wait to see ya ..call me up soon when you get back in town...by then im sure i will have the baby so you better stop by

Britt.w- have fun on your trip with CJ ...aww some bonding time...i wish me and evan could but theres always some one around :(

i want to go to the beach sooooooooon or atleast beable to lay out by the pool and hurry up and get a little tanner....

well i have to figure out what i want from taco bell so i'll be back latta..

xoxo

Tue, 28 Jun 2005 01:20:44 GMT

sitting at the house chillin and being lazy....

GIRLS NIGHT
so is girls night going to be on friday or saturday??????????
count me in as long as things go well for me this week

other then that today has just been a chill day..... my long time never see friend came over today..MISS CAITLIN DRURY
i miss her crazy ol behind ... ''

this really sucks i miss hanging out doing crazy stuff with all the girls...:( hopfully this weekend goes planned so i get to see everyone i miss oh so very much and have a good time...which i havent got to do in a while with my friends

Nicole.J-- so are the plans your aunts house??? and let me know what day please!!!
by the way i need a number i can get a hold of you at..

Julie- i miss you too chic.....clubs were fun but doesnt look like im doing that for a good while...:)

tomorrow mmmmmmmmm SUPOSE TO BE ....Evan coming over and staying the night with me we'll see if it really happens

well im out

Mon, 27 Jun 2005 02:30:30 GMT

sitting at home once again.... im actually a little bit tired though...went out to hugenot today with Evan and a few ppl and christy met us out there....it was nice being able to spend some time with my buddy ol pal...i miss it....i miss hanging out with alot of my old friends...

honestly with everyone growing up and being busy with there lives... everyone mine as well except the fact that we're all never going to be the same ol group again...and everyone hanging out ..i dunno it just seems to be that some then always comes up with some one and it never works out... it sucks>>>

this weekend was alright though. didnt do anything friday stayed home and chillid...

sat-Evan calls me at like 6:00 in the mourning just to tell me he loves me..:)))) i love him!...and then later me and my mom went shopping at walmart for some stuff...came home evan came over ...helped my mom make some pillows haha it was fun...then went to Evans for the night and we just had a bonding day....just hanging out watching movies and then of course at like 12:00 we go out.....sence evan dissides he wants to drink just a bit and were all the way out on hodges i got lucky and drove us home in one peace...

Sun-went to the beach, ate dinner with my family and evan...then we hung out for a little bit and he left...

Tomorrow- is up in the air....i dont know what is going on with that....christy needs to let me know if were hanging out still or what cause jennifer was talking about doing some then....

ok EVERYONE..... whats the deal for the girls night or what ever people getting together...cause i saw that nicole mentioned aunt pams..ha funny i've never been over there with any of yall...but i didnt know if she was mentioning that from when we were talking about girls night... or if that was something different....i dunno someone let me know...

<3 brit I LOVE EVAN THOMAS FERNANDEZ<3 <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

Fri, 24 Jun 2005 19:27:47 GMT

its a bit of a blah day....

went to the doctors yesterday...im still not dialating...but anytime now and i should pop...my stomach hurts so much...

Today me and evan hung out for a few hours..he just left..he's got to go to his friends funeral tonight...its sad he's all walking around all depressed it makes me feel bad...

but i dont know what im doing tonight prob nothing....besides sitting here bored

'count me in on the whole girls getting together and hanging out....if i dont have the baby by the time everyone figures out what the plans are ..kkkkkk

Amanda.a--i miss you tooooooo

Britt.w-- call me up when you have time or if you want to do anything im always here..

Belinda- hey hey, we all do need to get together and everyone stop bsing

well im outtie

RIP...Nathan.C

Tue, 21 Jun 2005 23:39:43 GMT

chillin at home relaxing....

THE BEACH
went and got blood drawn today now my arm is freakin sore.... then went out to the beach with evan and a few other ppl...
we caught a crab,fish and a starfish... but just chillid out there for a few hours...

this weeks been alright i guess been hanging out with evan a little bit..tomorrow he's supose to stay the night cause i got to go to a doc appt...haha and hes got to take me, then i have to go pick up Kenzie and watch her for my sister....

not much has been going on just been sittin around..talked to a few ppl yesterday...Jenny penny,ashley.p,ect....

im gonna go for now be back latta..

xoxo

Mon, 20 Jun 2005 00:19:00 GMT

its been a long weekend.......

i've been with evan all weekend. its been alright kind of cause for a good min he was pissing me off. i guess were alright for the moment. but this weekend not much happend went to the beach yesterday for a little bit then it started to rain. and evan had people over at his house like always.

Today- Fathers day - i came home early and my family plus Draydens went to hanna park for the day. it was alot of fun spending time with the hole family. it was the funniest thing ever. Jayden is like 3 i believe and wont pee in a bush he has to go to the bathroom. well his grandpa finally got him to pee in the bush today. wel everyone is in the water and my mom was sitting with jayden and mckenzie up by the sand. well jayden had to pee i guess and just pulls down his pants facing everyone and starts to pee. so were all dying laughing. then mckenzie dissides she has to go to. so she goes and stands by him and pulls down her bathing suit and goes. it was such a picture moment. funny funny...

but now im home just chillin tired as crap and very very sore...my body hurts so bad...just a few more weeks and out comes a little one...i feel like my body is going to break down it hurts so much...

i have know idea whats going on this week. i have to go to the doctors tomorrow to get blood drawn. then go to the doc thursday to see if im dialating yet. and saturday is Nates funeral. he's that marine that was killed in iraq this past week. its one of Evans friends so other then that i dont know of anything... hope im not just sitting here all week...

----- Belinda ----

good luck with your hair...lol... im sure it will look fine... oh and the home schooling stuff your doing my mom wanted to know what program your going through. and if your good give me some information about it. because depending on when the baby is born and that stuff i have to figure out what im doing for school... so there for im not sure if i would be able to go right back to school. so shes been wanting to look into the homeschool stuff... but if you could let me know ....thank you

just a chillin

Wed, 15 Jun 2005 02:33:34 GMT

got to see two of my girls today i havent seen in a good little while... miss Mallory and Britt...thanks for coming by and thanks britt for the gift it was cute...we all need to hang out soon...

Today was just a chill day really,my mom came home early and we just sat around and when my dad got home we went shopping for stuff for my moms birthday...and later me and shay played some card games and i did her hair and makeup now im sittin here.....

gots to watch the little one tomorrow boy oh boy my sister is going to have fun watching mine for me..... i got to get up at like 8:30 to watch her and normally i dont even get up till 11 or 12 that sucks....oh well

i want to see my evan.... it sucks just sitting at home not seeing him i'd rather be over there or somethen.... i love him soooo much :)

ok bored >>>> holla

Its late and im wide awake!!

Tue, 14 Jun 2005 04:48:42 GMT

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well these past few days have been alright...

Friday- was a bit boring sat around all day>>> way later christy picked me up and we went to meet up with justin and went to kims house for a little while. then me and christy came back to my house and went to bed...

Saturday- HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY I LOVE YOU!!!!

we got up and christy took me to Evans cause its his birthday and i told him id come over early and hang out with him all day.... so we went shopping i bought him some stuff for his room that he wanted and we got a car seat finally...gee that night was just a little crazy...everyone was trying to fight someone i swear....i was getting so stressed out cause evan was about to beat the crap out of this guy and holding him back isnt easy at all...but over all it was str8 for being sober... got to see,lexie,megan.c,frannie,jessica.t,christy,taylor,brandi,erica a bunch of my niggas

Erica girl your crazy as hell lol...

Sunday- laid in bed till 1:00 such a lazy day...me and evan made some food,ate and then went back to bed....finally got up went to see his grandma at the hospital. shes doing so much better,she cracks me up i love her to death though shes such a sweetie....she cant wait to see this baby shes always talking about it...adventually went home

Monday-well Evan came over at like 2:30 in the mourning he called and said he wanted to come over and be with me so he did...and we stayed up till like 4 5 in the mourning talking... geee i love him so much ...he made me feel like actually is caring now about things and wants to be part of this new little family...but ya we stayed in bed till 4;00 today talk about lazy lazy,,, then he left and came back for a min about 9;00 to give me a kiss and then went home...

eww theres this girl that hangs out over at evans house that his friend is talking to... well come to find out this chick doesnt wear underwear and shes always wearing skirts and dresses..cause the guys were talking about how she told them she doesnt like to wear them....well i called evan and everyone was watching a movie in his room cause hes the only one with a dvd player...i asked if she was sitting in his bed and hes like ya with so and so .... ok im sorry not to be mean but i dont want some chic sitting in my boyfriends bed wearing a skirt with nothing on under it getting her nasty vagina stuff on his bed....cause ido sleep in that bed and she dont need to be in it anyways....sorry but thats a little trashy...

So why are so many ppl getting homeschooling next year now???????
i still dont know if i am or if im going to do half a year of it i dunno...but gee it seems like know one is going to be in school next year,,,

seems to be in just the next few weeks im going to pop.....with in the next 4 weeks... im getting a little nervous now,,, but im really excited too ...

ok well i've run out of stuff to say so im going to go to bed and wait for my middle of the night phone call from my Evan....

xoxo

Thu, 09 Jun 2005 01:43:28 GMT

gosh these boring days are getting worse...

lets see i got up this mourning and laid out for a while and went swimming, then ate haha, cleaned up around the house a little bit and really thats it......

Evan finally dissided to come over for what an hour today ... it was nice for a little bit just to see him cause we never hang out anymore... i just hate how he tells me one thing and does another...like i was going to stay the hole weekend with him...well HES SAYS he'll stay the night with me tomorrrow (sure)... and friday i guess hes going out with the guys...and saturday is his birthday and he once again SAYS me and him are going to do something together...but i dont see how when he's having a party>... i dunno im just sick of the bullshib.... always saying one thing and doing another... it makes you feel like why bother. ya know!

Mallory-- hey chic... well it doesnt matter to me if he wants to go out before the baby is born because he wont get to do it that much... because honestly i dont get to do it at all so that part he can kiss my butt if that is why....and sence he doesnt live with me any more anyways he'll be out doing whatever he wants anyways even when the baby is here... so theres actually know reason for him not to come around..... by the way dont take this as im mad at you im just telling you how i feel about the situation between me and him ...lol.... better be calling me soon mmm like the day you get in town....

BOY FRIENDS ARE SO FREAKIN STRESSFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wed, 08 Jun 2005 01:18:45 GMT

eating and eating and getting fatter... gosh i've ate so much today

woke up chillid for a little while and then got ready to go to the doctors....
went pretty well besides i was there for two hours before i was even seen by the doctor....
well she says she can fell the head and shes coming but i have a few more weeks before she really needs to come....
let me tell ya when they check you when your pregnant it is not comfy at all i was like holy crap it hurts....

but everything is going swell with that

Evan of course isnt coming over once again... he's always got something that pops up the days hes really supose to come hang out and spend time with me...im really about to give up and be on my way...cause its stressful and im going to have a baby to worry about and not stress over him....i love him to death and i care more than anything for him...but sometimes it doesnt feel the same in return from him...even though he tells me how i mean the world to him and how im the best and loves me so much...but sometimes actions mean more then words...so i dunno i just hope things we'll get better before its to late and i really cant deal with it anymore....

other then that im bored chillin at home,figuring out what im going to get my mom and evan for there birthday,,,,

well im out for now

xoxo